Apparently there is a NAME for what I have!
See I was getting worried that I can feel my stomach clench up and knot up and I get rage-related headaches when I see spoilers related to GH go up. I see certain actors yammering (one rhymes with Gony Feary) and even though I know…I know for CERTAIN I am going to hate hate hate what I read…..I do it anyway. Sure there are rare times its worth it (like the SOD article that finally announced Jiz’s breakup…that one was glorious) but those are rare times indeed.
it’s like i need to be mad and upset. I mean sure it makes for easier blogging and i’m 99% sure that hating something is a prerequisite for blogging when its about a soap and all but still I was worring about my mental health there. Like I know I’m not going to like what Tony or Tyler or Bob or Brian or Jill is going to say. I know I will roll my eyes and complain to my way too considerate friends who at this point have to think “Get a life sweets!”
Then I got my monthly Glamour and I found out there is a name for this. So apparently I am normal! I mean if Glamour says so…it must be ok……
Apparently what I have is a hate crush….it is defined as such when you obsess about someone you loathe. And that’s it! That is so it! I have hate crushes!!!!!
I feel better now….ok so Glamour has it as a Don’t but that can change…and change quickly. i’ll make it change.
Sarcastic Clapping 